Dear Heavenly Father,
I am a literal blank slate. I have all of these things I want to say but I am afraid that they might come out wrong. Draw me closer to You. You seem so distant to me right now. My needs become wants and I don't know what to do or how to ask you. I am just so tired of this. I have nothing to muse on nor do I have anything to talk to You about. I just feel empty inside. I don't feel numb, just empty. It is worse than being manic but it is better to be depressed. Maybe I should be thankful and blessed that I am in this state. I realize now that I am. Protect me from all harm, provide my financial needs. set me free from the burden of debt, and give me spiritual rest. Those are things that I pray for and need to continually pray for. Lord, Jesus, in Your name, teach me how to pray.