Help me. I am down and depressed. I am a liar and I have been for a long time. I feel like there is a demon presence in this home. I don't know what to do with it. I feel like there is this presence that is permeating even my mind. Am I being harassed by demons? What is wrong with me? I have been in constant pain, I wake up with headaches, and I take more medication than someone twice my age. Nothing is working for me, Lord. Nothing, and I mean nothing. Something is wrong, other than the fact that I am flawed and I can't handle it. I am not ready. I desire to be, but I am such a depressed liar right now. The guilt is causing me depression and so is everything else. How do I get out of this funk? I need help. I need hope. Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned against You and I have hurt myself. Thank You.
In Jesus' name,