I thank You, for my mind is no longer in a fog. I have been depressed for a while and today You have revealed what I did not care to admit. There are people who I simply don't like. I love them, but I don't like them. I don't harbor any hatred, mind You. I wonder if it is okay to not like a person, period. I usually don't feel this way about someone, but I have to be honest. You brought out the honesty in me. I am just so tired of living the same days over and over and over again. It is as if I bring nothing else to the table. I have tried, but I don't know what else to do. I need to change my situation. I guess it continues to begin with me. I have a hard time living one day at a time, so I need Your help. I also have fears that I have to face plus I have those same fears to be overcome. I do have a capacity to overcome things, but I need Your help. Lord, I cannot make it on my own. I need Your help. I have gone the wrong route or two and it has made it worse instead of better and instead of opening my eyes, it also made me desperate and deceived. I ask You for a miracle. I have no idea how to turn things around. I feel so powerless and I also feel that I also prove things right. I don't want that for my life anymore. I have to do things that are uncomfortable I know this, but I realize that it is the world that we live in. Give me strength and wisdom in these times. I rely on You each and every day. I have allowed myself to be allowed to let depression and lies to enter my mind. Forgive me, Father, for my sins. I am really, sincerely, sorry. I realize that I do have sin in me, but I don't want to continually sin, which I have done. My desire is not only change my situation, but to change myself and how I see other people and the world. I do need Your help so I am asking for a miracle in these times. I am asking for a miracle because of what has been going wrong in my life. I would like to be healthier, and become wiser, stable, and more godly. I ask for these things in Your name, Jesus. Amen.