I am the only one who seems to feel this pain. I realize that this morning that I have been unforgiving, angry, and resentful. I often wish that I wasn't so stuck. I feel like life has passed me by. I wonder if because of my age, is it too late. I had so many plans that did not come to fruition. I wanted to go to graduate school, but that never materialized. I wish I could remember I wanted to do. But the real reason I feel the way I do is because I have yet to truly forgive myself. I have to let go of the anger, bitterness, and resentment that I feel right now. I was and still am a truly unhappy person. Father, forgive me. I have decided to let go of the anger, resentment,and bitterness that I have had for years. I ask for your forgiveness and I would like to be a happier, more well adjusted person. I feel like that from this day forward, a fresh start is possible. That is also what I want and need. Thank You for helping me to understand what I truly need and for convicting me of my sins.
In Jesus' name,