I apologize for not always communicating with You. I have to really consider the condition of my soul and spirit. I have not been living productively and I know why. I feel like I am lost and without a sense of direction. I need guidance on how to be a more productive citizen of Heaven. I do want to live like and be a true Christian believer who has no doubt in her salvation but living and walking in faith. I am supposedly fighting the good fight, but I feel like I am losing a fighting battle. I am in need of strength and understanding. My mind has been clear because I have focused on You. Thank You. I am just tired of not knowing what I need to do and how to live my life. How do I overcome my fears and doubts? How do I apply Your word to my daily life? Show me, Lord. I need help.
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