Thank You. I have been worrying about my diet and my exercise regimen that I forgot to take the time to be thankful or do other things that are spiritual exercises. I feel like giving up sometimes but somehow my mind is clearer. I have been told that I can do it. For the first time, I realize that maybe I actually can do it. I believe that my prayers have been answered. Bless those who have been praying for me. May I not forget them. I want to be an obedient believer who does not have an issue with gluttony and a lack of self-control. I gave in to temptation and I failed myself ultimately. I felt like a failure and that is what I am afraid of. I am afraid of the future because of the failures of the past. I need Your help in overcoming those failures, guilt, and fear. I still have doubts that I will lose the weight, but keeping it off would be awesome. Help me to focus on You and to obey You in all things.
Letters to God