Thank You for giving me a sense of direction in my life. I wanted to be a mother but there are some roadblocks that I have to deal with along the way. I have no experience in raising a child nor do I have the means to raise a child.
I ask for wisdom and guidance. What is Your will for my life? If it is not to become a mother or even a wife, then what is my will? I have read about it and wondered about it for a while now. I read about it somewhere. Where in the Bible can I find out about Your plan, or plans, for my life?
I have been writing so much about my weight that I fail to see what You have in store for me. I am concerned about my weight, but there are other things that I wished I had more to be concerned about. I also wished that I had mapped out my life. It may have not been the way it would have been, but I wonder if mapping out my life would have given me a greater purpose.
I remember when I did map out my life. I wanted to go to school, graduate, then find a job. But in order to find a job, I would have to have a car so that I get to work. I feel like there are so many roadblocks to get in the way of what I wish to accomplish. Help me in this area, Lord. I ask for a removal of all of those roadblocks. I am asking for this so that there would be no roadblock to what You have in store for me.
Letters to God