Lord,
I know that acceptance is something that is quite difficult for me, if not impossible. I am asking that You would help me find acceptance with having what I have. It was easy when I found out I had bipolar disorder and also pcos. How come I cannot do this with ocd? I now wonder as I am typing this if acceptance is even a part of Your plan. Maybe there isn't a plan but there is something that I need to know what to do. Maybe I don't have to do anything but ask to be made free and to be whole. I guess that is because with the other two conditions, they are issues that I can face head on. OCD on the other hand is scary. I am afraid that because the thoughts are so worrisome and so in my face that I will never overcome them. Some things have been comforting to me such as mindfulness and acceptance. I am mindful that things may or may not be as they seem. However, I have no clue how to be set free using acceptance. When if I end up free from infidelity and scrupulosity only to have obsessive thoughts about something else? I am thankful however to have survived many years having this. Give me grace to help in time of need. Lord, I need help and I ask You for this help.
Thankfully,
In the name of Jesus,
Amen
I know that acceptance is something that is quite difficult for me, if not impossible. I am asking that You would help me find acceptance with having what I have. It was easy when I found out I had bipolar disorder and also pcos. How come I cannot do this with ocd? I now wonder as I am typing this if acceptance is even a part of Your plan. Maybe there isn't a plan but there is something that I need to know what to do. Maybe I don't have to do anything but ask to be made free and to be whole. I guess that is because with the other two conditions, they are issues that I can face head on. OCD on the other hand is scary. I am afraid that because the thoughts are so worrisome and so in my face that I will never overcome them. Some things have been comforting to me such as mindfulness and acceptance. I am mindful that things may or may not be as they seem. However, I have no clue how to be set free using acceptance. When if I end up free from infidelity and scrupulosity only to have obsessive thoughts about something else? I am thankful however to have survived many years having this. Give me grace to help in time of need. Lord, I need help and I ask You for this help.
Thankfully,
In the name of Jesus,
Amen
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