Lord,
I have my fears, cares, and doubts. I am afraid of what will happen next. I have questions about those things everyday. I worry that things won't go as planned or come to fruition. I tend to have moral questions and obsessive thoughts. I thank You that the obsessive thoughts are disappearing but I still have a "residue" of obsessions about infidelity and other moral issues left. For instance, I had a crush that bothered me. I would think about it to the point where now I have become afraid that I will have that same crush again. I really need to go out more. I have lived in a fantasy word for a long time and I believe that it is time to start living in the real world. The real world is to me a very scary rough place. I am a totally different person in the real world from the person in the fantasy world. I am shy and often anxious in the real world whereas I am a different person in the fantasy world. It has been that way since I could remember. I would like to live in the world of reality and live in the world of make believe behind. I also want to grow up and leave the crushes and obsessions and obsessive thoughts and fears behind. I cast my fears upon You. Forgive me. I am sorry for all that I have done wrong and for the things that I have failed to do. I just want this burden lifted off of me. Help me and guide me. My desire is to live for You and serve You all the days of my life and live in Your House, O Lord, forever.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
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