Father,
I have recently discovered that I am just obsessed and feel like I can do nothing about it. I tire of things taking forever to figure out. I also tire of not knowing what to do. I need help. I ask that You would help me not just deal with, but overcome my obsession with food, infidelity, and other things. I would like to be healed. I have asked Jesus to heal me but I still have the same issues. I have been paying attention to the fact that I tire of being so "perfect" and having all-or-nothing thinking. I don't wish to be morally gray. I just don't wish to feel bad about making a mistake.
I don't want to start over. My health is something that really is important. I know that I have done things that are the opposite of that, but You and taking care of myself are my first priorities. I love everyone, especially my family and cat, too. I have know idea what I am doing when it comes to my weight. It is as if I am too tired or too lazy to do the right thing. It is true that I feel this way, but deep down I am afraid of failure. It has been like this for a while now and I want to change. I ask not just for forgiveness of sins, but also for guidance.
Where should I do? I have been alone and I don't want to be alone or rather, go at it alone. It is like a puzzle I have trying to piece together even though I know of have an idea mentally. Why am I truly like this? I fear that I will never change my way of thinking or doing things. I tire of struggle. I just don't trust myself anymore. It is not I, but Jesus Christ, and I ask Him for healing and for continued forgiveness and guidance. Help me be wise. Show me how to use wisdom in this situation. I thank You in advance for Your answer.
In Jesus' Name
Amen
I have recently discovered that I am just obsessed and feel like I can do nothing about it. I tire of things taking forever to figure out. I also tire of not knowing what to do. I need help. I ask that You would help me not just deal with, but overcome my obsession with food, infidelity, and other things. I would like to be healed. I have asked Jesus to heal me but I still have the same issues. I have been paying attention to the fact that I tire of being so "perfect" and having all-or-nothing thinking. I don't wish to be morally gray. I just don't wish to feel bad about making a mistake.
I don't want to start over. My health is something that really is important. I know that I have done things that are the opposite of that, but You and taking care of myself are my first priorities. I love everyone, especially my family and cat, too. I have know idea what I am doing when it comes to my weight. It is as if I am too tired or too lazy to do the right thing. It is true that I feel this way, but deep down I am afraid of failure. It has been like this for a while now and I want to change. I ask not just for forgiveness of sins, but also for guidance.
Where should I do? I have been alone and I don't want to be alone or rather, go at it alone. It is like a puzzle I have trying to piece together even though I know of have an idea mentally. Why am I truly like this? I fear that I will never change my way of thinking or doing things. I tire of struggle. I just don't trust myself anymore. It is not I, but Jesus Christ, and I ask Him for healing and for continued forgiveness and guidance. Help me be wise. Show me how to use wisdom in this situation. I thank You in advance for Your answer.
In Jesus' Name
Amen