Dear Heavenly Father,
I didn't behave myself today. I did some things that I are wrong and for that, I am sorry. Yesterday was such a great day because of the session that I had. Today was just as good. I don't ever want to be continually sinning. I want to be an over comer not someone who is constantly frustrated. That is what I have been. Not everything is okay. There is a lot wrong with me. I am constantly battling my weight and my mindset is all wrong. I have tried to change my mindset but something seems to hold me back.
I have obsessive thoughts that have held me back. They have impeded my progress spiritually. It takes time away from You and it is an impediment to keep me from sinning. I know that I will never be perfected but I am supposed to be perfected. Why do I keep messing up? I am not happy. I am not happy with things just the way they are.
I want to change because I feel like I need to change. I wish I knew what to do. I keep saying that I give You complete and total control, but nothing happens. Why doesn't anything happen? Do I need to pray about that? Have I not given You total and complete control? Is there something wrong with me? I wish I knew. I don't understand.
Sincerely,
Letters to God
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