Father,
I heard that all I have to do is pray to You in the name of Jesus. You will supply my every need. Right now, I need to concentrate and be more centered. I am at a place where I want to give up. I certainly wish to give up in terms of my weight. I am lost and lack a center. I need You be my Center. Grant me the wisdom to accept the things that I cannot change. Help me to know that the difference between acceptance and wisdom. I have just come to realize that the serenity prayer is the story of my life. There are things that I wish to remember and things that I wish to forget. Right now, I just don't care anymore. I am in a dangerous place and right now, I want to give up, but I know it is not a good thing. I am not consistent when it comes to improving myself, but now I want to. Give me the strength, wisdom, and motivation that I am in need of right now. Remind me of who I am and why I am on this journey in the first. I also ask for a renewal of my mind and a change of my mindset. Help me to see that journeys equal lives. Open my eyes, Lord,
In Jesus name,
Amen
Saturday, August 8, 2015
Thursday, August 6, 2015
Pressure on me
Lord,
I just love this song. It is called "Pressure" by Jonathan McReynolds. This young man is quite good. I was reminded that this is something that I can relate to. Lord, how do I stay consistent? I am a person who is in constant need of guidance. There is some pressure that I have been going through over the years and I am not sure if I can deal with that anymore. There are things that I want to do. The things that I want the most are good health, independence, and last but certainly not least, Christian service. I have made some poor decisions lately and it has gotten worse. It is as if no matter what I say or do, nothing seems to work, no matter how consistent I get. Lord, I have no clue what more to do or to pray. Grant me the wisdom that I so need right now.
Sincerely,
Letters to God
I just love this song. It is called "Pressure" by Jonathan McReynolds. This young man is quite good. I was reminded that this is something that I can relate to. Lord, how do I stay consistent? I am a person who is in constant need of guidance. There is some pressure that I have been going through over the years and I am not sure if I can deal with that anymore. There are things that I want to do. The things that I want the most are good health, independence, and last but certainly not least, Christian service. I have made some poor decisions lately and it has gotten worse. It is as if no matter what I say or do, nothing seems to work, no matter how consistent I get. Lord, I have no clue what more to do or to pray. Grant me the wisdom that I so need right now.
Sincerely,
Letters to God
Wednesday, August 5, 2015
Tuesday, August 4, 2015
Light bulb moments
Lord,
Thank You for giving me the light bulb moments that I so need. I ask that You would remind me that these moments are there for a reason. I admit that I see things from a perspective that makes the simple too hard. I am so detailed and my mind is so frazzled at times that I have a hard time it seems to have the know how when it comes to the simplest things. I feel like I am all alone. I was advised to be consistent, and that is what I am going to be. Consistent is a good thing if not vital for me at least. I look forward to the rest of my days on this planet, especially with this consistency thing.
Thank You,
Sincerely,
Letters to God
Thank You for giving me the light bulb moments that I so need. I ask that You would remind me that these moments are there for a reason. I admit that I see things from a perspective that makes the simple too hard. I am so detailed and my mind is so frazzled at times that I have a hard time it seems to have the know how when it comes to the simplest things. I feel like I am all alone. I was advised to be consistent, and that is what I am going to be. Consistent is a good thing if not vital for me at least. I look forward to the rest of my days on this planet, especially with this consistency thing.
Thank You,
Sincerely,
Letters to God
Monday, August 3, 2015
Honesty and sincerity
Lord,
I enjoy praying to You. I feel that I can finally get things off of my chest. I am not sure, but honesty is the best way to pray. That is something that I have learned for a long time. The more I pray, the greater my faith. The more that I read Your word, the greater my understanding of the truth. No matter I am going through at the moment, I know that You and Your word are the answer. Thank You, Lord.
Sincerely,
Letters to God
I enjoy praying to You. I feel that I can finally get things off of my chest. I am not sure, but honesty is the best way to pray. That is something that I have learned for a long time. The more I pray, the greater my faith. The more that I read Your word, the greater my understanding of the truth. No matter I am going through at the moment, I know that You and Your word are the answer. Thank You, Lord.
Sincerely,
Letters to God
Sunday, August 2, 2015
Just something to express
Lord,
I wish I could just let it all go. I can't. I just can't. I am not one of these people who has that strength and that "courage" I guess. I am tired of the accusations, the yelling, and the hurt feelings. It is as if at times, I don't count. That was how I felt and still feel today. I am not sure what to say about this or to handle the situation. That is the problem. I don't know how to handle a situation. Today was just a bad day all the way around. I thank You for hearing me.
In Your name, Amen.
I wish I could just let it all go. I can't. I just can't. I am not one of these people who has that strength and that "courage" I guess. I am tired of the accusations, the yelling, and the hurt feelings. It is as if at times, I don't count. That was how I felt and still feel today. I am not sure what to say about this or to handle the situation. That is the problem. I don't know how to handle a situation. Today was just a bad day all the way around. I thank You for hearing me.
In Your name, Amen.
Saturday, August 1, 2015
OCD and how I spend my time
Lord Jesus,
Today was a day that I am just bored. I have realized that I am in need to agree to my obsessive thoughts. I hate having to fight or agree with the OCD, even with fictional thoughts. I know I feel better, but I also realize that it takes enough strength to overcome these thoughts. If only I had enough strength to overcome these thoughts. I don't like to have these thoughts. I have overcome some of these thoughts. Help me and give the strength and know how when it comes to facing my fears. I need Your guidance when it also comes to avoidance. How can I overcome avoidance in all situations? That has even been more difficult. I am now afraid and I don't know what to do. I feel drawn to those movies or those television shows or that music video. I am drawn to them like a moth to a flame and that makes me anxious. It is as if I don't know what to do. I feel this way because I thought that is the way to cope but is it? Should I avoid it further? I am scared. Help me for I am scared. What do I need to do? How do I overcome this? I ask that You would give me clarity in this situation. I need no one else but You. Other people's opinions are only temporary help. I need You. Your word says be anxious for nothing but I cannot help but worry or being anxious. Give me the wisdom and peace of mind that I so desperately need right now. Help me. I need Your help. I thank You that You are the Answer to my prayers.
In Your name, Jesus,
Amen
Today was a day that I am just bored. I have realized that I am in need to agree to my obsessive thoughts. I hate having to fight or agree with the OCD, even with fictional thoughts. I know I feel better, but I also realize that it takes enough strength to overcome these thoughts. If only I had enough strength to overcome these thoughts. I don't like to have these thoughts. I have overcome some of these thoughts. Help me and give the strength and know how when it comes to facing my fears. I need Your guidance when it also comes to avoidance. How can I overcome avoidance in all situations? That has even been more difficult. I am now afraid and I don't know what to do. I feel drawn to those movies or those television shows or that music video. I am drawn to them like a moth to a flame and that makes me anxious. It is as if I don't know what to do. I feel this way because I thought that is the way to cope but is it? Should I avoid it further? I am scared. Help me for I am scared. What do I need to do? How do I overcome this? I ask that You would give me clarity in this situation. I need no one else but You. Other people's opinions are only temporary help. I need You. Your word says be anxious for nothing but I cannot help but worry or being anxious. Give me the wisdom and peace of mind that I so desperately need right now. Help me. I need Your help. I thank You that You are the Answer to my prayers.
In Your name, Jesus,
Amen
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